angels in the sky.

finally!

2006-07-19T16:59:00.000-07:00

yeeah finally i know the truth! i accept every single thing dat happen in life!
i m only a weak individual who do make mistake! humans cant get rid of making mistake! i'm really sorry for wat i done n i don mind u neglect me this way! u have ur own reasons n i have mind!

i think sincerity in this world is very important, it taktes 2 hands to clab! i cant be the one upholding this friendship where u treat me like some kind of a toy!
i had enough of everything!

raazmy! u free?
acc me shopping?
no money i become ur sugar mummy?

u ate?
u wanna have lunch with me or ya frens?
abt money don worry i have?

can help me print this?

can help me download songs?

call me! lets talk abt wat happen today abt maggie?

cb! my msn got prob!

EVERY SINGLE THING I DO! WATEVA U WAN ME TO DO, I SINCERELY TRY MY BEST TO HELP! BUT WEN IS MY TIME TO ASK FOR HELP!

UR ANSWER WILL BE
SEE HOW BA! MIGHT HAVE BBALL THING!

m i a toy dat only used wen u need them.. after dat throw away?

i know i m thinking too much!but without me thingking this way i gonna be taken forgranted forever!

y this happen man! u don like me tell me str8 to my face don tell a gal dat u just gotta know recently!

afterall all the things i went thru all drop in the drain lioa!

YONG CHIANG! i really had enough! i can only wish all the best for u! n thanks for everything u had done to me since the day we became frens! u neglect me n now i m ready to ignore n avoid u!

ty lots!

tag

2006-07-03T06:02:00.000-07:00

i got tagged and i didn't complain

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I'VE BEEN TAGGED!:)

FavouritesFavourite Colour: all striking colours! actually white
Favourite Food:yong tau foo
Favourite Song: 90s boybands? CHINESE LOVE SONGS
Favourite Movie: reincarnation (coz i watch with a scary person!)
Favourite Sport: dance
Favourite Day of the Week: i dunno (the days wen i m happy! maybe wed coz i got dance till nites..
Favourite Season: summer
Favourite Ice Cream: bens & jerry (new york)

CurrentsCurrent Mood: anxious?
Current Taste: pocky!
Current Clothes: nike shorts and purple stripe shirt!
Current Desktop: someone crying!
Current Toe nail Colour: natural!
Current Time: 2am
Current Surroundings: i am lost without you(yong sing it to me again kiez!!
Current Annoyances: i hate wrt oral!
Current Thoughts: wat time yong come back i wan sent songs!

FirstsFirst Best Friend: aizat in primary sch, rabia in sec, yong in poly
First Crush: jana?
First Movie: chucky.
First Lie:erm? i took my dad 50 bucks n tell him i donated to someone but actually i spent
First Music: dunno?

LastsLast Cigarette: hmm i m non smoker but eva smoke once?
Last Drink: beer nv! plain water a min ago
Last Car Ride: last 2 days wen visitting!
Last Crush: hmm dunno!
Last Movie: scary movie 4
Last Stranger: this gal name maggi?
Last Phone Call:YONG! call to sing me "lal la la la i'm lost without u.. actually he wans me find this song for him but we dunno the title!.
Last SMS: yong.. goodnite msg!
Last CD played: siti nurhaliza royal albert hall concert

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nv date anyone
Have you ever broken the law: hmmm yeah of coz
Have you ever been arrested: erm last 2 yrs? for goin in club underage
Have you ever skinny-dipped: errrr
Have you ever been on TV: yes!
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: i think yes? this guy name alvin.. playing true or dare which was long time ago

Things5 things you are wearing: stripe shirt shorts
4 things you done today: go sch..do project..eat..meet yong in library..go home
1 thing you do when you are bored: read blogs

PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
1. gibson!
2. yong
3. benjamin
4. michael
5. dunno lah!

normal

2006-06-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY!
suppose to meet mingjiang at 1pm den go raffles city to get the 2 shirts i reserved one for me n one for yong! but den i called n called him nv ans.. jamie called him nv answer.. den at 12 plus he called saying he just woke up n cannot leave home early.. so i told him just meet me at parkway at 4 plus or wat ah..i bathe get ready n took off to raffles city n get the 2 shirts.. said bye too all my collques den i took train to paya lebar n bus 43 to parkway.. n it was only 230. so i went search for yong but he wasnt at his counter called him n he told he is alone n whether i m alone or not.. den asked me to go to blk 76 n searched for him.. i walked all the way there n he was there playing his hp pokemon game.. sat down there n talk n talk.. gave him the shirt..i take the plastic beg n say "NA" den he pushed the beg to me den i said its urs i get for u.. den he said y? haha.. den i just said i get for u coz its was 70% off.. wah he got shocked n said the shirt look gay coz its long sleeve! wahlao.. den walked backed to his workplace.. stand there n talk talk.. he was bored.. keep asking me lets go toilet..followed him.. had a great chat abt each other past life.. talking abt sec sch life.. den mingjiang came.. i intro him to yong coz both play bball.. den i told yong i come back soon acc him.. i followed mj walked n get his bread den walked to miss choo centre n talked abt dunno wat ah.. den mj tuition starts..n i went back meet yong..talk n talk.. den he waiting for his colleque call him go dinner..but most work midshift... lucky the guy he said funny ask him wait den me n yong wait n wait talk n talk until the guy came..den yong said to me see u next time den i said bye.. den i called mj whether he tuition ends.. fortunately just ended.. den miss choo sent me home..haha.. basically this whole day i talked alot with yong! but talking to him is damn fun.. can talk abt alot of stuffs.. n today he cracked freaking lots of jokes.. dirty ones!!

WEDNESDAY!
suppose to meet gibby n john at 12 in sch do hmwk.. but gibby was late for 2 hrs! me n john went to watch nang nak in sch.. i was scolded by the librarians coz i laugh too loud.. but it was super hilarious ah! den after watching went out to print hmwk.. den went eat at mensa together with john's gf.. after dat nth to do.. so i ask gibby acc me to tm search for junyuan n asked him where the gal he eying is! hmm short gal.. with normal typical chiense looks ah..but not bad ah..found the gal.. talk abit with junyuan den took mrt to pasir ris with gibby den waited for the train to depart back to the east side.. coz wanna waste time.. den headed home n gibby went aljunied.. den reached home i took a nap.. den at 8 i left to meet my sec sch classmate at changi mac.. laugh n laugh.. i totally made a nuisance of myself there sia..shout here n there..den watch soccer n mac.. supper fun!! hahaz.. half time headed home.. cc n me walked home meet suhaila n get the money for shopping of food tmr!! den yeah now i m blogging!! haha..

TODAY LONG N BORED ENTRY.. BUT WILL UPDATE PICS WEN I M AT THE CHALET!!!! HAHA...

hmmmm

2006-06-18T09:28:00.000-07:00

COOL SHOTS BY MIKE!

TODAY ISSUE I WAN DISCUSS IS ABT SELFISHNESS!
i am not gonna mention names but yeah somehow seriously i m sick of someone like u.. i don wan to continue this kind of relationship its really one sided..i have to be there for u.. but i nv get anything in return,i feel like i m begging for ur concern! sorry to said ah everytime u wan something u need my help u need my company u need something from me u come to me but wen i try to get u,ur reply is very very unsincere..i observed everything..i msg u reply like shit wen ur other fren msg u wah!!! i dunno how to explain ah..i m dissapointed in myself to know someone who is as selfish as u! each n everyday i m hoping but nth comes so i m ready to give up.. all i can say is thanks for the joy n laughters u gave me wen i just gotta know u but now u wont be seeing the real me in front of u.. i treat u not more den just fren not even good or best fren!! all i can say is I M REALLY SORRY! i wish u the joy n happiness dat u really wan..the space dat u need! n the freedom dat u seek!

LOOKING FORWARD TO MEET MY SEC SCH FRENS AT THE CHALET!!

FUN!

2006-06-12T06:44:00.001-07:00

HELL OUT OF FUN!
k let me display some pics den i type the post! hahaz

(nth to do in cenei lift..)(acting pro.. i know nuts abt pool. i don even know how to hold the damn stick)
(this game i love.! my 12 bucks is worthit! i won 8 games to 4 to terry! wahaha)
(zhen hui the notty underage gal.. shes holding her heels!)

SUNDAY!
i went to work at 2..town was raining damn heavily..i got wet wen reach work.. but yeah as usual i was late.. however work was not bad coz its kinda busy.. but the fun part is this.. its zoelyn bdae so all my colleuges plan to celebrate.. n all of them work morning shifts n i work afternoon.. they finish at 6 whereby i end at 10.. argh! got no choice to lie to my full timer i got something urgent den i left at 7.. the rest were waiting for me at s-11! hmms.. i got change den wen to celebrate at pizza hut.. thanks to imran for giving dat staffs discount! den we headed down to dunno which part of the town to search for cheap pool.. terry brought us to dunno where ah.. den we walked at fareast.. saw eugene alone.. asked him to join us.. hahaz.. he joined us den we made our way to lucky plaza coz theres pool.. but as u guys know i hate hate pool.. but the fun part the this soccer thing i dunno wat isit called ah.. i played with terry n 12 bucks gone.. but hapy coz i won.. hahaz.. den headed down to cenei to watch midnite show! CARS! nice movie.. funny! went home at 5 am! hahaz.. cab back lor.. hahaz..

MONDAY!
douglas msg woke me up.. n its was 10 am!! hahaz.. i slept at 6 am!! argh!! cant sleep.. so i on the comp n watch lots of vids in youtube.. but i nv sign in msn. coz is kinda bored.. den it was 130 n i plan to give out a try to search for yong at parkway.. coz he said he working at macperson giant.. where theres no giant there.. i just get ready took bus n wen.. fortunately my instinct was rite.. he was slacking playing the hand held console thing,, leaning his arms on the box.. i came den he got shocked lah.. he ask wat i doin there.. i said i come to visit u.. lolx.. den he locked his locker n he asked me for a walk around parkway! ok i went to walked with him.. talk n talk.. since its like weeks we met n talked.. den wen back to his work place.. den there his boss came.. he told me to leave n walk around n he will find me after everything finish.. i just stayed in the giant n watch some movies.. wen to buy yogurt for yong coz he said he is abit hungry but his having bball training.. so yeah yogurt isnt dat filling.. wait n wait.. den there he called me to met him at level 1.. he had to leave to sch.. tot of taking 15 with him to sch den took 69 home.. but yeah he ended his work i rather he sleep in the bus n conserve his energy for his long long day of training.. so i took opp bus stop home.. n he took 15 to sch.. i took the bridge walked down the stairs walked towards the bus stop.. yong called me but i nv ans.. he called again.. den he shout.. I M INFRONT OF U.(means his bus turn one bloody round..so no matther which busstop he took he still reach the destination) funny ah. coz i don aspect him to call me.. damn shock sia.. wen home watch so you think you can dance final.. den yeah now i m blogging!! TMR WORK!! HAHAZ..

FUN!

2006-06-12T06:44:00.000-07:00

bbq

2006-06-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

BBQ!

(long lost brother!! mok seng! oops!! ken!)
janice couldnt make it for the bbq! in the end i met jamie at bedok around 8 plus den took mrt to pasir ris den bus to downtown east.. the bbq although i dunno the pplz there but it was super fun.. its like the life where i used to have last time.. mixing around with ppl whom the ppl out there tot those r hooligans n such.. but to me they r humans with creative ideas n super fun to be with..played truth or dare.. the dare was really really a dare.. wen boys have to french kiss another guy.. lick nipples..fun ah.. went home at abt 12? haha.. took cab lor.. jamie sent me down first den she went home lor.. oklah dats it for today.. i m super tired.. work work work tmr!!

pissed den fun!!

2006-06-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

F*CK YOU!
I m a human with feelings too! Plz don take advantage of any individual its freaking annoying and pissed! I can be nice I can give in I can be very kind all the times but plz don take my kindness as a weakness! Plz don aspect me follow ur wave where I was treated like a dog! I have to give in to wat u said n follow ur type of life where u nv even thing abt how I feel! I tried putting myself in ur shoes n I feel it I do wat u asked me to do.. but plz try putting urself in my shoes, I m a weak individual just don aspect me to be there for u but u will nv be there for me.. maybe now u haven feel of not being appreciated..one day someone u love a lot nv appreciate ur love! Dats a curse from me to u!

HOWEVER! Today passed so so good!! Went gym with chee chong! Laugh like an ass at the gym.. I kept insulting him but yeah his my greatest bro he accept wat I said to him.. its just so funny with him around ah.. all those food n being fat insultation!! Hahaz.. den wen home had a rest.. den meet him again at 8 made our way to long john to meet the rest of the 511 classmates.. although not everyone turned up but its was super hilarious.. sat at long john until its closed den we made our way to 24 hour mac! Laugh like hell.. esp with benedict “JOKE” wahaha.. coolio…made our way home at 1130pm.. saw Janice a Alvin outside MAC haha.. me chee chong suhaila n Douglas walked home.. hahaz.. talk n talk all the way home.. haha.. tmr will be another exciting day!wheeee!!
(511! the moments i had in life! where all of us know wat is SINCERITY & APPRECIATION!)
(thanks to pretti suhaila for the candid shot! haha)

life

2006-06-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

LIFE
What is life without ups n downs? Life is really full of regretion n rejection. Not saying dat my life is pulling me down n making me sad everyday! It is true dat somehow I m having difficulties in my daily life! Haha but yeah I overcome every single min of my life by forcing myself not to think abt the past n carry on life as wat it is! Rabia sent me this song which somehow reflects wat I went thru now!

A song by sugababes - ugly

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Hmmm I guess goin thru this teenage life isn't dat easy where ppl always say dat teenage life is the best moment its kinda true where ur life is much open n free however dealing with frenships n relationships isn't easy!! Someone like me who isn't ready for relationship yet dealing with frenship isn’t easy too! Maybe I think too much..

However I still remember the days where mike's dad talked to me abt frenship which somehow affect me pretty bad! He said something like its very rare to find a fren who will be very sincere to u firstly the term frenship r meant to be play n play.. seriousness only occur once in a while but mostly frens just think abt play n having fun.. he said I m sure u got a lot of frens, take them as an example in a hundred maybe only 1 or 2 u can trust, the rest r just plain frens..

Furthermore, every single humans r very selfish! Even I realize I m selfish..
Hmmmm an individual who got bored? Need someone accompany? Need help? Sure call someone else to seek for help or whatever it is... after their favour is accomplished in the future wen the someone need help? Need someone company? Get bored n hoping to go out you think the person will said yes I can? ITS RARE!!

On the other hand! I m somehow happy dat Gibson n john entertain me daily with their lame n fun jokes.. had been with gibby this few days coz john is abit busy with gf so me n gibby walk around sch go eat lunch n watch movie in library together..haha.. it was fun ah.. at least got company.. it’s a new life for me but I tried to get used to it.. I know I no longer needed n impotant.. n I understand wat is freedom so yeah just have fun n enjoy this life!! N thanks to chee chong.. my best bro thanks for the late nite study late nite supper n late nite chat under the blk!! Haa.. the longest fren I had! 7 years!! Hahaz.. at least I know GOD is fair to me!! Despite the past where I m somehow curious n confused!

ART!

2006-06-07T21:14:00.000-07:00

ART!! WOOHOOO!!
A FORM OF ART I GOT IN SCH!! HAHAZ!!

(mensa got the worst coleslaw! this is wat happened to my left over food!)
(pic taken in my tutorial class!! i swear the person drew this is damn cool!)

HOLIDAYS! are here! and tot of helping yc get my job n i go to another company in the end me myself kena sacked! argh!! sorry yong! sorry for the delay in the end u gonna rot with no work!
anyway since theres no work for me n the other company only need ppl on the 15th so yeah see how if i feel like working! meanwhile this holiday gonna sucks to the core! no work noone to go out no dota to play.. so i just have to stare at the comp n wait for ppl to chat with me!! wth? haha.. bored bored bored!!
later might be goin gym in the evening den at 8 got 511 gathering! haha i miss them alot sia!! wahahah! lolx!! klah no mood to blog lioaz!!

alone!

2006-05-30T03:23:00.000-07:00

ITS TRUE WAT YC SAID

me n yc with his retarded looks

today gibby and johnathan nv go for lecture so i went alone..! hmmms...was kinda bored but lucky i brought my psp.. i listen througout the 2 hour of lecture..feel kinda down i guess.. so after lecture i decided to go tm i find some stuffs..window shopping i guess.. n i went alone.. saw alot of my sec sch frens.. ahaha.. after tired of goin up n down i decide to go home since i m damn bored n tired..its was like 5 i don feel like goin home so i decide to walked home.. from tamp mall to bedok?? hahaz.. oklah while walking my mind kept thinking abt wat YC told me abt the probs i had dealing with frenship..yeah wateva he said its true ah.. me myself need sometime alone..maybe i m too selfish to myself..this few days really i do feel very very down..its like the emotion of wanna cry but i m holding my tears down..hmmm one think i missed now is the time i m with yc..the time first he asked me go shopping go watch movie n those time where made me really trust him alot but yeah maybe now it wont be as the past hmmm sad lah.. i think its abt a week i nv go talked to him.. but yeah as long as he had a great great time with his frens without any probs i m very very happy for him.. hope one day he is free den have a drink n talk with him ah..for the time being i rather be alone!

I ATE ONLY 1 PIECE OF BREAD FOR THE WHOLE DAY! ARGH HELP ME I DON FEEL HUNGRY AT ALL!

its been ages!

2006-05-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

this is wat happen to me lately! haha

OK i guess i gonna start blogging now!
i need someone help to change my pathetic skin! argh!! HELP!
lolx.. k i decide to start blogging coz i think i m somehow free everyday maybe just spent 15 mins blogging at nite.. n samore life is kinda boring nowadays.. term test is coming so everyone is kinda busy studying.. haha.. i will update everyday i guess... but today was pretty boring.. did nth just went to the hospital to get my blood pressure coz ytd its somehow very low n got my xral results today!! nth wen wrong doctor only said i need to ear proper food n not to think too much.. coz its really affecting my health! hahaz.. yeah true i have been thinking too much lately.. yeah dats me i keep thinking n keeping things to myself but yeah who can i share with? hmmms its ok i survive alone.. somehow i wish to die also... life is too challenging for me..

wahahahaha!!!

2005-11-30T06:23:00.000-08:00

my food!! cannot even finish! haha!!

mdm noorzura n mr zul enjoying their food.. i m the only student!!

mr malik busy on phone!! ppl eating he talking on phone!! anyway thanks for treating me!! so expensive samore!!

khai n me in salon doin our hair!! haha

rabia lookingso beautiful! me n khai got shock wen we fetched her!

my master!! aloysius benedict!! haha!! bdae suit! haha,, "wheres my flowers"

the chinese hunkies!! territory!

ah soh! ah raaz! ah kiat!!

sexay li jun!!

table 25!!

ANGEL in action!! shes very talented!!

ANGEL!! crown the first eva ping yi idol

HUNKS of 511!!

the BABES! of 511!!

joanna!! my mummy gal!! she very pretty dat nite!! chee chong!! my fashion stylist!! haha.. actually i m his fashion stylist haha!!

fun fun fun

2005-11-30T05:55:00.000-08:00

2 gorgeous latest!! anyway they r the tallest gals in sec 5.. taller den me!!

mr cool guy!! brendon!!

angel!! most gorgeous indo gal!! her voice!! whoa!!

roy me & amir

finally!! o levels is over!! prom nite is over!! hmm sad!! anyway i have not been blogging for ages!! coz busy with my work! n stuffs!! sorry really sorry!! for the time being i just post pictures!! coz i lazy rite down!! haha

ANGEL IS THE BEST!

2005-11-05T06:48:00.000-08:00

me angel n jamie! my face n jamie face like kuku!

me angel n jamie! i swear this pic sux!

angel singing gracefully on stage!

angel singing on stage!

OK I GONNA POST A DAMN LONG ENTRY TODAY!

i woke up at 830 coz i having tuition at 10! i get ready so i left my house at 930! i headed to 7/11 to get my bread! for breakfast! so at 950 abg reached n in car we talk abt some probs n stuffs! abg informed bren last min tuition so he couldnt woke up n abg made him go there by himself.pity him loads ah!had tuition for 3 hours! in between the coffee bean played damn dramatic songs which really relate to the mood of the day!! all love songs! after tuition abg sent me home!

i rushed to prepare n meet jamie at KENBANGAN MRT! left the house at 3 pm.. at kembangan mrt while i was playing my PSP KELVIN ANG! shocked me from behind! he was goin to bugis to catch up for the band performanceS! so me n jamie got in on time for the train!we headed to somerset n walk at ceneileisure n heeren!saw my musical fren! KELVIN TAN N SANI! lolx kinda surprise kelvin approached me n shake my hands! JAMIE SAID HE IS HOT! haha! ANGEL msg me saying shes at rocky master! n i was so dumb dat i dunno where is dat! lolx.,.me n jamie walked all the way to heeren hmv n asked where is rocky master! so the cashier told us is in front of ceneileisure! we were like laughing all the way! lolx! den went to youth park n ANGEL came n talk to us! had a fun chat n i show her the pic of siti nurhaliza which i think really look like her! lolx!she dinied it! den she went back to her grp ppl! n me n jamie decided to get her something for good luck for her competition! i got her a purse from wallet shop! hehez! cant tell the price! hahaz! den went back to youth park! n its ANGEL time to sing! i swear her performance was the best among all! really the best n i confirm plus gurantee shes gonna make it to the finals!

howeva i got so worried dat i was late for 2 hours for my meeting with the director of my upcoming musical! argh!i rushed for a cab back n sent jamie home! n rush to shah's house n the director was there! lucky she was a nice person! talk abt rehearsals! n i got shock on how much they r paying me for dat musical! 500 bucks for 4 days of shows! each day 2 shows! den they paying 30 bucks each day for playing with the kids n its only 15 mins! so dat mean while playing with the kids for 15 mins i earn 30 bucks! wow~ den the director offered me to become a santa clause! n she gonna pay me extra for the 4 shows! omg! i m go happy with the money i m getting for dat musical! YESSSSAAAA!!

anyway ANGEL CONGRATS FOR PUTTING A GREAT SHOW I MEAN SONG! U WROTE A GREAT SONG! REALLY GREAT! I LOVE IT MAN!

STUDY! IS DAMN IMPORTANT!

2005-11-04T07:03:00.000-08:00

STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

fiona xie! lolx! shes damn hot!

I REALLY CONCENTRATE ON MY SOCIAL STUDIES!lolx! actually i don even know wat chap to focus for O LEVEL! anyway! had a sleepy day! coz i had tuition at 10 n ABG fetched me at 930!had a good tuition coz finally abg bought us coffee for like a month we had to see the chinese peeps drinking! lolx! had tuition until 1 pm! after dat RABIA decided to go TAMPINES MALL!walk with her arounf tampines mall n century square! n we discuss abt problems! hmmms! rabia is the only human on earth whom i feel very comfortable to talk to! HER MUM is so good to me too! like her mum's voice! hehez!after we rounded the whole tampines! rabia went to famous amos to get her mum's cookies! had the cookies den we walk n talk talk again! den we enter the shop n rabia wen to try some COOL HEELS! shes gonna change her style! lolx! shld be very pretty lah! lolx!i kept persuading her to go for PROM NITEZ as she decided to left for HOLLAND after the science paper! hmms! let see ah i really hope she can make it! after touring the whole tampines! we took mrt home! but i plan to meet IMRAN! n study!so i drop at BEDOK while rabia drop at KEMBANGAN! so met imran at bedok control station n we made our way to airport! studied there for abt 4 hours den we went home! i rushed home to watch my fav indo show! yeah tmr have tuition at 10 again! argh! hope rabia same class ah! so i wont feel awkward with the other mates whom i dunno! oklah i need to study already!

GUYS! REMEMBER TMR GO YOUTH PARK AT ABT 4! THERES A ASIA BEAT COMPETITION! ANGEL N HER GRP COMPETITING! SO LETS GIVE SOME SUPPORT! LOLX!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2005-11-03T07:18:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

my water fountain in my room! nice?
i slept at 4 am! n i woke up at 7 am!! IMAGINE DAT!i was freaking tired now! the time is 1130 pm! tmr i m having tuition at 930 am!! wahlao!! i shld get a rest ASAP!
millions of ppl came to my house!! lolx!! until now there still ppl outside!my COUNSINS! NIECES! N NEPHEWS! made my room like one jungle!! damn messy!! after days of cleaning my room n now its back to the worst! lolx!today is somehow my rest day! but kinda tired with the job at home!
lucky my good fren CHEE CHONG AKA BAOBEI! came! so i asked him to eat! den theres more pplz come my house i ask him to go in my room!we chatted n we TRIED ALL MY BLAZERS FOR PROM NITEZ! he like mine brown blazer but too bad i m wearing it for prom nitez! so he took the blue one instead! n he took one of my black tie! lolx! kinda excited for prom nitez!! wahaha!somehow I KINDA SURPRISE DAT CHEE CHONG LIKE TO WAS QUIDAM! lolx!den ANGEL called n we chatted for like 15 mins coz CHEE CHONG WANNA GO HOME! so i put down the phone n walk with him home n i went to 7/11 tp get drinks n chocs!hehez!

ANYONE WHO IS FREE THIS SATURDAY!COME DOWN TO YOUTH PARK AT ABT 4.. THERES A ASIA BEAT COMPETITION! ANGEL N HER BAND GRP WILL BE THERE COMPETITING! LETS GIVE THEM SUPPORT!

AT LAST THE SUFFERING HAS COME TO AN END

2005-11-02T08:28:00.000-08:00

AT LAST THE SUFFERING HAS COME TO AN END

SITI! CHIO OR NOT!!lox!!
WAHAHA! bren damn blur! he told me not to upload this pic! but lolx

okok!today was the day every muslims had been waiting for!!AFTER 1 MONTHS OF FASTING!today is the last day..tmr FAMILIES WILL GATHER! which would be so much fun! I GONNA MEET ALL MY COUSINS!lolx!!
today abg call at 9 am saying i will be having tuition at 10.. i rushed with hell to get myself ready!!tuition was rather boring! coz everyone was hungry! lolx.. reach home at 1 plus str8 away i sleep till 315! den help my mum with housework! den the time dat all of us been waiting for which is 651 pm.. the time for us to eat!! lolx.. but today i nv eat at the same table with my family COZ ANGEL WAS ONLINE! so i rather talk to her! coz i cant get her ytd nite! chat for a while den she went home for dinner! so i continue talking with my neighbour! laugh here n there! my mum cracked lots of jokes!
den chat with CHEE CHONG! MING JIANG! IMRAN! SHAKEY! N VAISH! n all wish me SELAMAT HARIRAYA! lolx! THANKS GUYS! after o level will get back to u guys n we party yeah! ok dats it! tmr will be tiring day! i dunno i m goin to blog or not! just hope so lah!! haha!!
good nitez! i goin to watch DOMINO NOW~~ haha!!
bye TAKE CARE EVERYONE!

I'M SO TIRED!

2005-11-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

sweet! siti nurhaliza!! love everything abt her to the max!
i just love this woman alot!!look at her.. shes damn beautiful!
at last TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF THE FASTING MONTH!but hari raya coming! aiyo.. seriously i don feel like having hari raya this yr! coz I'M BUSY WITH THE PREPARATION FOR MY O LEVELS! argh!!
anyway! today woke up at 10 am n str8 away help my mum with housework! I'M SO FREAKING TIRED NOW!had to mop the floor like 5 times coz my parents house r using MARBLE FLOORING! so its kinda hard to remove the stains! howeva my mum really made me laughs until my tears drop! lolx.. she kept insulting my dad! SAYING ALL THE DISGUSTING STUFFS to him! really had a great time with my family today! seeing how my bros got pissed of by my dad coz he didnt allow them to watch tv until they finished all their works! haha!!
THANKS ALOT CHEE CHONG FOR HELPING ME WITH MY FRIENDSTER! LOLX.. I TRUST U LAH!
btw shah called me rite in the morning to confirm with me whether i m acting for the musical this coming december! for christmas! hmmm..i m kinda confused lah! i know this is a good oppurtunity for me! but i had to sacrifice my time during my o levels attending the rehearsals! i cant say NO!wat can i do? i m really SCREWED UP!
argh! ANGEL no answering my calls! i need to ask her lots of things! DAMN IT!
oklah i wanna bathe now! den i wanna watch SKY HIGH!lolx

HOW TO DISCIPLINE MYSELF!

2005-10-31T08:24:00.000-08:00

alamak! guys. wait till my o levels finish den we hang out again ah!

MT PAPER was abit hard ah!! compare to the mid yr! this one is much harder!i got WARNING from one of the invigilator!NOT TO TALK WEN PAPERS R GIVEN OUT! LOLX!! actually i was trying to get clues from my fren!! wahaha.

anyway! after the paper went to the NEW SCHOOL! with the chinese guys! took bus! theres nothin special abt the sch ah!! i just think dat theres nth much dat had been done to the sch! its like the same! only diff colour which was kinda dull! we took a TOUR around the sch! den! decided to go home coz all the chinese guys went for lunch n i m the one FASTING! so i went home n slept! was awken by BRENDON'S MSG! so i ask him to call me n we chatted for abt half an hour! abt some problems! FEEL BAD TO HIM ALSO!he is such a great fren! i hope he is fine with everything! yeah! den i started cleaning up my room coz my dad gonna wipe my windows n mop the floor!! yeah!

had MEE SIAM for dinner n some puffs! JAMIE decided to meet at simpang at 9.. so i was kinda okay lah to meet her! waited for her like F***..so i decided to call ANGEL! coz its like ages i talked to her! she was on her way home in the bus from AIRPORT! STUDYING! lolx. talk to her abt some fashion stuffs!den PROJECT RUNWAY started! kinda cool! hehez!! den our MISS JAMIE LEE FRANKLAND! call me to meet up n i left the house at 1130! got no choice to sneak out of the house! brought my small bro along! lolx.. yeah wen to know this BENJAMIN GUY dat jamie had been talking!yeah he is frenly ah!! lolx.. stanely was there too!!but we seat diff tables!!SAW RANDALL TAN TOO! JAMIE JUST CANT STOP SAYING HE IS HOT! WHEREBY I THINK HE IS ABIT SKINNY! LOLX! it was like 1230 so we decided to go home! so took cab home again!!

FOR THE FIRST TIME MY PARENTS UNDERSTAND ME!

2005-10-30T05:42:00.000-08:00

babes! of 511!

today goes pretty fast! lolx!! i woke up at 11 wen my dad horns asking me to go down n carry all those cartons of drinks up!i didnt go down to help! lolx.. asked my bro to bring down a trolley so he could just push the trolley which would be much easier! so! my mum was telling go with her to QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE! to shop some hari raya stuffs! so i told my mum i cant coz TMR is my mt paper! i need to prepare n rest well at home! FOR THE FIRST TIME THEY UNDERSTAND ME!den QUEENSWAY WAS TOO FAR n my mum decided to go BUGIS STREET!lolx! after like 15 mins my mum left the house! my neighbour called me! she said dat in TAMPINES MALL theres a SALE for 3 HOURS ONLY! for LEVIS JEANS! wah! i got so tempted! she offered me whether she get for me first! den i was like nvm! THIS YEAR I WONT BE CELEBRATING HARI RAYA! SO DAT JEANS WONT BE NECESARY FOR ME NOW! chey! but in my heart i m hoping my mum get for me 2 pairs! lolx!!

so i stayed at home! reading some malay compos! n qouting good phrases!the day pass so fast ah!

TMR AFTER MY EXAMS I M GOIN TO THE NEW SCH! WAHAHA!! EXCITED SIA!

now chatting with DARYL! N HE IS CURRENTLY IN THE TOILET DOIN SOME NATURAL BUISNESS!! LOLX!

k2 den! i wanna start studying now!

wanna sleep early too!!

nitez everyone!

HAVE BEEN CALLING ANGEL FOR DAYS! HOPE SHES FINE NOW!I M KINDA NERVOUS WEN COMES TO CALL HER! LOLX

STUDY! STUDY!STUDY!

2005-10-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

eugene n me! after musical!
jubilee hall in stage with the breakers after mucial!
woke up at 10!str8 away prepared for tuition as ABG!feteching me at 1045!had a quick bathe n went down!had tuition for 3 hours!! did kinda lots of MATHS QUES!maybe now i m pretty confident in MATHS N PHYSICS!having MT PAPER on monday! so tmr i have to really concentrate alot!moght not be goin SHOPPING WITH MY MUM!i need study coz i really cant waste this second chance!AT LEAST I HAVE TO SCORE A2 FOR MY MT!
so after 3 hours of tuition! me n rabia continue studying until the next class come n we still continue for an hour!den rabia decided to go off!! shes goin to her grandma house!den she told me dat eastpoint got popular! so i took train with her to simei!she went her grandma house n i went popular to get stationary for monday!LOLX!
took cab home!den wen in my room n take a long rest!after BREAKING FAST!went in my room to watch some movies ah!dad called me out n asked me to clean the house! i was kinda pissed n talk back to him! den start quarreling n telling me how rude i m to him!I WAS LIKE YEAH FUCK OFF LAH! HE ASKED ME TO SHUT UP WHILE HE STILL NAG ABT ME! SO I ASK HIM TO SHUT UP B4 ASKING ME TO SHUT UP!den my mum also asked my dad to shut up coz i think my mum knew i nv wanna lose to my dad! wen my mum asked my dad to shut up he was tewlling my mum dat i m being PAMPERED BY HER! WITH ALL THE MONEY N LUXURIES! at least i nv steal or wat! i asked for money! dats all!i cant be bothered n bang my door n on rabia's fav song now! lolx.. pussy cat dolls! don cha!i isolated myself in my room for more den 5 hours already! now its 12 sia!i have in my room alone from 7! haha!
OK PEEPS WHO LOVE DANCING N MOVIES ABT DANCE! I RECOMMEND U GUYS TO WATCH CENTRE STAGE! ITS MY FAV MOVIE NOW!ITS SO COOL! TO SUMMARISE! ITS ABT THIS GRP OF BALLET DANCERS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD WHO GOT SELECTED TO JOIN THE AMERICAN BALLET ACADEMY!SINCE EVERYONE IS SO GOOD,SOME GOT WORRIED N SO! DEN THIS CHEEOGRAPHER WHO IS DAMN PRO IN BALLET CHANGED THE BALLET TO MORE TO LYTRICAL JAZZ WHICH STILL HAVE THE BALLET ELEMENTS! THE LAST PART OF THE DANCE SUMMARISE THE WHOLE MOVIE!THE STORY ABT DANCE! BITCHING! STUDENTS DEALING WITH TEACHERS! LOVE! N PASSION!

FUN & LAUGHTER

2005-10-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

me n cleo! in the bus on our way home!!
today was rather a damn long day but FREAKING FUN!had sch at 730 for physics lesson!but our UNCLE CHENG came at 830 n he had to leave at 10..but got few tips n have all his sarcastic remarks in the library!uncle cheng is damn funny ah! so he left at 10 den we decide to go to the MATHS ROOM!the guys played MONOPOLY n me slept at one corner!tried to do chemistry!but no appetite!so end up placing my head on the book!
stayed there like abt 12 den khai called n ask abt her physics text where she left in the library!i felt so bored n decide to study somewhere else!den khai told me shes with rabia at EXPO!so i took bus 28 with chee chong for ONE BLOODY STOP N ALIGHTED N TOOK CAB TO EXPO!had a good concentration there as the coffee bean had music n not so much noise!studied for abt 2 hours!den as usual me , khai n rabia started gossiping n chat n laugh our arse of!! abt 330 we took MRT home.. on our way rabia was talking abt how SMALL HER HEAD IS!dat point of time the 3 of us really burst out into laughters!all the way we talk abt food n nachos! n plan for a movie after our MT PAPER! den got in the train continuing abt food den got this bloody lady!took off her shoes! n her legs r covered with wounds!OH GOSH!i told both rabia n khai abt it n really don feel like continuing talking abt FOOD! as dat legs made the 3 of us lose appetite! lolx..
AT HOME.while breaking fast! my dad n second bro quarrel coz he didnt do well in his final yr n just made it to sec 4! my dad was nagging n nagging n encouraged him to quit sch!i think my bro got so pissed n shouted.'YEAH QUIT SCH AH!I ALSO DON CARE OF MY LIVES NOW!dat point of time he just bang his plate n walked off.. my dad got so angry n he whacked him!my bro was crying n crying! so i got no choice to motivate him by saying! dat sec 4 would be harder.. u r lucky dat u made it to sec 4.. more den hald of his cohord retain!den he felt good n went for prayers!
whereby me! i went to meet JAMIE,JANICE.JANICE'S BF,STANELY, NICHOLAS N ONE OF THEIR FRENZ FROM ST HILDAS! lolx.. had fun there where jamie n stanely keep talking abt fucking! n so! den it was 11 n its time to go home! tmr i m having tuition at 11!! so need to sleep early today! ok dats it! i wanna sleep lioaz!!

2005-10-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

colours! of 511!!

511 rox!!

R & B U GUYS TAKE CARE K..

2005-10-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

the hunks of 511! lolx. really miss everyone in the class ah!
today was pretty fast n fun!wen to sch at abt 10!str8 away wen into the library hoping to study!the first thing i wen into the library! MR LIM C C! ask me whether i got any PSP games!lolx.. imagine a teacher plays PSP! cool.. i told him dat i cant afford to buy the game which was 60 bucks per game!haha.. i rather use dat money to pay my bills.. lolx!den there was this celebration goin on in the hall!so went to the hall n saw my classmates! sat with them!n really enjoy the celebration!
been waiting to see rabia!den she wen out of the hall n share me her problems..i listened to her as shes the only gal dat been very close to me for ages!so i gave her some advices to cool down n take some time alone!as she having prob!
den i told her to go in the MATHS ROOM. so we can start studying!on our way!we discuss the problems! get in the room for a while.. rabia started crying n wen in the toilet!so i get out to comfort her!her phone was low batt.. so i gave her my other phone n change the SIM card!comfort her for a while.. den she had to left for tuition! dat was abt 3 lah! so i decided to meet imran in the library so he could teach me ACCOUNTS! but end up chatting on msn in the library!den the library had to close n we made our way to the MATHS ROOM again! n end up chatting again!at abt 6 we left!i walked with imran home.. den i reached home at abt 630.. waited for a while n its time to eat! den now chatting with MR TAN MING JIANG!he n his flirt with other gals!lolx!
OKOK!ANGEL IS IN SINGAPORE NOW!SO I GOT TO TALK TO HER ALREADY!HEHEZ!

PLAYSTATION PORTABLE!

2005-10-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

wilberg! josiah! me n benedict! nice pic taken!
me n bren!racial harmony day!
AT LAST! i got my PSP! lolx. it was fun to play but i m still new at it! theres 2 games n one of them sux!SPACE INVADERS?i dunno how to play coz its in JAPANESE! another game which is the car racing was fun tough!
anyway! this morn meet imran at bedok at 11! he was punctual lolx. n i came on time! howeva! our MISS JAMIE LEE FRANKLAND!who is the one set the timing n venue! was late for hald n hour n she also change the venue from bedok to kembangan! lolx.. anyway she got good reason as it was raining kinda heavy! so wen to orchard to collect my PSP! den walk from plaza singapura to far east there which was damn tiring! so we decided to rest at BORDERS! we sat there for abt 10 mins n jamie' mum called to meet up! so we meet her at orchard mrt!hehez! jamie's mum is so cute.. prettier den jamie! hahaz! after meeting her mum me n imran left..i took cab n sent imran to sch as he wanted to study in sch! i had to go home coz i m having tuition! THANKS IMRAN FOR COMING WITH ME N JAMIE! IT WAS OUR FIRST TIME. BUT ITS REALLY FUN WITH U. N PLZ DON SAY THANKS TO ME TOO MUCH! COZ I DIDNT HELP U IN ANYTHING!
tuition was fun! got this new mate name TK!hahaz!he cool ah.. talk to him abt prelims n hows much he don care abt his o levels!
ok dats it!i m kinda tired now. its like 10++ n i felt sleepy already!i m goin sch at 9 tmr..study my accounts n science i guess!! lolx!
btw! ANGEL WEN R U COMING BACK SG! KINDA MISS U LOTS! HAVE NOT BEEN TALKING TO U FOR A WEEK!

I HOPE TODAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY!

2005-10-25T09:34:00.000-07:00

doesnt she look like ANGEL? i think she does!

hmms! ok today i m meeting jamie n imran at 11! so i better get ready by now. we r goin orchard!jamie gonna get her heels n im gonna get my PSP! hope i m not late again!lolx.den i have to rush for tuition!i plan to come abit late so it will be short coz 3 hrs its kinda long! okok. i blog again at night!EVERYONE HAVE A NICE DAY K.

AT LAST! MY BLOG IS DONE!

2005-10-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

(pic taken in singapore indoor stadium!during SITI NURHALIZA concert!love it!)
HURRAY!my blog is done!! thanks valarie for helping me!! she did everything! lolx.. she offered me dat she wanna help coz she said she found a nice skin!i know NUTS abt the blog! lolx!! anyway THANKS ALOT: VALARIE!
today is kinda good coz time pass so fast!n it rains damn heavily today!so it was kinda COLD!n i had fun relaxing in my room!watch 2 movies which i d/l! erm RED EYE & A LOT LIKE LOVE?..ok red eye was pretty good! n a lot like love was OKAY! quite sad n so!
OMG!i have been studying well!tot of goin sch n study ACCOUNTS! but coz of the rain i chose to relax n chill at home! i m gonna be dead sia! tmr i had maths tuition at 3! but b4 dat i m goin to ORCHARD! with jamie n imran! the purpose is to get my PLAYSTATION PORTABLE!yippiee!!
oklah dats it for today!feel like sleeping lioaz!!
EH PEEPZ! U GUYS LINK ME K..I ALREADY LINK U GUYS!

PITY YOU MING JIANG!

2005-10-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

ming jiang & me at parkway!

OKOK!really pity you lah!! dat gal u like is just ungrateful, no matter wat ure still single go FLIRT with other gals.. not encourage you to flirt but i know u really had sacrificed urself!REMEMBER GOD IS FAIR..THERE WILL BE A GAL WHO IS JUST RIGHT FOR U! so wait n see k..

hmm!!today gos pretty oritez! had tuition for 3 hours at expo coffee bean!did lots of amths ques!anyway i gotta promise myself tmr onwards i have to start concentrating on other subjs..as this few weeks i had been neglecting all the other subjs esp chemistry n poa!ARGH! next monday is my MT paper..

anyway!gotta watch AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!since ANGEL is not in singapore so i gotta tell her wat happen in the show!...i kinda miss her coz she told me shes coming back on saturday but till today she haven call me! hope shes fine!

WAT A SUNDAY!

2005-10-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

i SWEAR! today is the most BORING SUNDAY! lolx.. woke up at 1230 noon coz miss choo called me asking whether m i on my way to tuition!! lolx me n rabia planned dat we don go for tuition coz its kinda waste our time travelling for 45 mins n stayed there for 2 hrs den get back home!! lolx.. so ytd rabia told me not to go! so just now wen miss choo called while i was still sleepy.. wen my phone rings! my brain str8 away think dat i m still sleeping so my voice will sounds tired n so!!
miss choo: raazmy! r u on ur way to tuition!
me: argh miss choo i m very sick today! i got fever!
miss choo: orh ok u better take care! is rabia coming today?
me:i dunno?shes out of reached for the past few days!
LOLX!! GOSH I M SO BAD SIA!
so as i woke up, str8 away on my comp! so saw chee chong n chatted with him for the whole day! but den abt 6 pm he had to go for his great grandpa funeral! lucky it was 6++pm coz in less den an hour i can eat! lolx..
ANYWAY!JAMIE PLZ PLZ! I BEG YOU! DO SOMETHING TO MY BLOG.ITS SO BORING!LOLX

2005-10-09T15:42:00.000-07:00

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